Come Away With Me, Nature Invites…

Gliding down the mirror surface of the Kaaimansriver in a Kayak. A wonderfilled close to a gorgeous sunsplashed day in Eden. The late afternoon sun glistens on the copper-coloured water. Hugged by cliffs on each side the kayak moves slowly but steadily through the water. A Kingfisher, a couple of Oyster Catchers and a colony of seaugulls are amongst the plenty of feathered companions on this water-bound journey. My arms burn from the rowing motion pushing against the tide moving in from the mouth. But I barely notice as I am surrounded by Nature’s wild beauty.

This is my soulspace…one of many, embraced by nature’s grace, where there is no haste…where the water surrounds me and the sound of small waves dance against the bow of the kayak. A symphony of song penetrates my skin, evokes the living sensation that harmonizes with every particle of my being. ‘We know, we know, they sing, it is aliveness she brings.’

It is nothing but spectacular the way the river joins the ocean. When these two forces, each unique in temperament, meet over and over, the one becomes the other. I step into the shallow waters and into this place where the two water bodies join. I observe this wonder surrounding me. But ‘I’ am no longer ‘I’ as time and definition are of no consequence in this place. The white foam swallows the rustic copper colour and what remains is clear water sparkling in the afternoon sun. I am surrounded by wild wonder and splendour in this moment of being human.

It is so much better experiencing Nature from this perspective. These water bodies and ways are the domain of water beings. For a moment I wish I could be an integral part of this magical world and not just a mere visitor. But alas, I must be content with the kayak that brings one closer to a raw unfiltered attunement with her. I love how all of the sounds come together…Nature sounds are the most pleasant harmonies that can fall upon the ear. The tide is coming in stronger, so the kayak needs to be turned around.

Back inland up the river, the sound of tumbling water extends an invitation for further exploration deeper within the green lush vegetation. One can only access this hidden gem via the river. The kayak moves between a narrow opening between the rocks and there she is. A sight breath-taking to behold. A beautiful mess of tumbling water echoes in this rocky cocoon. Cool mist descends and creates a rainbow-coloured haze. Rest in this place, linger as her beauty invigorates body and soul. Oh the wonder of nature. She is never the same, but consistently true to her wild essence.

Nature invites you to experience her in her raw forms and to experience the emergence of your true wildish essence in her authentic presence….

Wilderness: The Touchpoint between Soul & Place…the physical and spiritual worlds.

Wilderness…the raw space for engagement, experience, entrancement, expansion and enlargement of soul…
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“The clearest way into the Universe is through a forest wilderness.”
― John Muir

“What we are doing to the forests of the world is but a mirror reflection of what we are doing to ourselves and to one another.”
― Chris Maser, Forest Primeval: The Natural History of an Ancient Forest

“We need the tonic of wildness…At the same time that we are earnest to explore and learn all things, we require that all things be mysterious and unexplorable, that land and sea be indefinitely wild, unsurveyed and unfathomed by us because unfathomable. We can never have enough of nature.”
― Henry David Thoreau, Walden: Or, Life in the Woods

“Thousands of tired, nerve-shaken, over-civilized people are beginning to find out that going to the mountains is going home; that wildness is a necessity”
― John Muir, Our National Parks

“Something will have gone out of us as a people if we ever let the remaining wilderness be destroyed … We simply need that wild country available to us, even if we never do more than drive to its edge and look in.”
― Wallace Stegner, The Sound of Mountain Water

“Be wild; that is how to clear the river. The river does not flow in polluted, we manage that. The river does not dry up, we block it. If we want to allow it its freedom, we have to allow our ideational lives to be let loose, to stream, letting anything come, initially censoring nothing. That is creative life. It is made up of divine paradox. To create one must be willing to be stone stupid, to sit upon a throne on top of a jackass and spill rubies from one’s mouth. Then the river will flow, then we can stand in the stream of it raining down.”
― Clarissa Pinkola Estés, Women Who Run With The Wolves: Contacting the Power of the Wild Woman

“I am glad I will not be young in a future without wilderness.”
― Aldo Leopold

“It had nothing to do with gear or footwear or the backpacking fads or philosophies of any particular era or even with getting from point A to point B.

It had to do with how it felt to be in the wild. With what it was like to walk for miles with no reason other than to witness the accumulation of trees and meadows, mountains and deserts, streams and rocks, rivers and grasses, sunrises and sunsets. The experience was powerful and fundamental. It seemed to me that it had always felt like this to be a human in the wild, and as long as the wild existed it would always feel this way.”
― Cheryl Strayed, Wild: From Lost to Found on the Pacific Crest Trail

“If Music is a Place — then Jazz is the City, Folk is the Wilderness, Rock is the Road, Classical is a Temple.”
― Vera Nazarian

“There is a love of wild nature in everybody, an ancient mother-love showing itself whether recognized or no, and however covered by cares and duties”
― John Muir

“And this is what happened, and this is why the caribou and the wolf are one; for the caribou feeds the wolf, but it is the wolf that keeps the caribou strong.”
― Farley Mowat

“Mountains seem to answer an increasing imaginative need in the West. More and more people are discovering a desire for them, and a powerful solace in them. At bottom, mountains, like all wildernesses, challenge our complacent conviction – so easy to lapse into – that the world has been made for humans by humans. Most of us exist for most of the time in worlds which are humanly arranged, themed and controlled. One forgets that there are environments which do not respond to the flick of a switch or the twist of a dial, and which have their own rhythms and orders of existence. Mountains correct this amnesia. By speaking of greater forces than we can possibly invoke, and by confronting us with greater spans of time than we can possibly envisage, mountains refute our excessive trust in the man-made. They pose profound questions about our durability and the importance of our schemes. They induce, I suppose, a modesty in us.”
― Robert Macfarlane, Mountains of the Mind: Adventures in Reaching the Summit

“To those devoid of imagination a blank place on the map is a useless waste; to others, the most valuable part.”
― Aldo Leopold, A Sand County Almanac with Other Essays on Conservation from Round River

“Like music and art, love of nature is a common language that can transcend political or social boundaries.”
― Jimmy Carter

“The Wilderness holds answers to more questions than we have yet learned to ask.”
― Nancy Wynne Newhall

“… there’s a silent voice in the wilderness that we hear only when no one else is around. When you go far, far beyond, out across the netherlands of the Known, the din of human static slowly fades away, over and out.”
― Rob Schultheis, Fool’s Gold: Lives, Loves, and Misadventures in the Four Corners Country

“One who will not accept solitude, stillness and quiet recurring moments…is caught up in the wilderness of addictions; far removed from an original state of being and awareness. This is ‘dis-ease.”
― T.F. Hodge, From Within I Rise: Spiritual Triumph Over Death and Conscious Encounters with “The Divine Presence”

“Anthropocentric as [the gardener] may be, he recognizes that he is dependent for his health and survival on many other forms of life, so he is careful to take their interests into account in whatever he does. He is in fact a wilderness advocate of a certain kind. It is when he respects and nurtures the wilderness of his soil and his plants that his garden seems to flourish most. Wildness, he has found, resides not only out there, but right here: in his soil, in his plants, even in himself…
But wildness is more a quality than a place, and though humans can’t manufacture it, they can nourish and husband it…
The gardener cultivates wildness, but he does so carefully and respectfully, in full recognition of its mystery.”
― Michael Pollan, Second Nature: A Gardener’s Education

“It is a commonplace of all religious thought, even the most primitive, that the man seeking visions and insight must go apart from his fellows and love for a time in the wilderness.”
― Loren Eiseley

“If we are to have a culture as resilient and competent in the face of necessity as it needs to be, then it must somehow involve within itself a ceremonious generosity toward the wilderness of natural force and instinct. The farm must yield a place to the forest, not as a wood lot, or even as a necessary agricultural principle but as a sacred grove – a place where the Creation is let alone, to serve as instruction, example, refuge; a place for people to go, free of work and presumption, to let themselves alone. (pg. 125, The Body and the Earth)”
― Wendell Berry, The Art of the Commonplace: The Agrarian Essays

“Nothing truly wild is unclean.”
― John Muir, My First Summer in the Sierra

“Raindrops blossom brilliantly in the rainbow, and change to flowers in the sod, but snow comes in full flower direct from the dark, frozen sky.”
― John Muir, The Mountains of California
“I thought of the wilderness we had left behind us, open to sea and sky, joyous in its plenitude and simplicity, perfect yet vulnerable, unaware of what is coming, defended by nothing, guarded by no one.”
― Edward Abbey, Beyond the Wall: Essays from the Outside

“Something will have gone out of us as a people if we ever let the remaining wilderness be destroyed; if we permit the last virgin forests to be turned into comic books and plastic cigarette cases; if we drive the few remaining members of the wild species into zoos or to extinction; if we pollute the last clear air and dirty the last clean streams and push our paved roads through the last of the silence . . .”
― Wallace Stegner, The Sound of Mountain Water

“The old school of thought would have you believe that you’d be a fool to take on nature without arming yourself with every conceivable measure of safety and comfort under the sun. But that isn’t what being in nature is all about. Rather, it’s about feeling free, unbounded, shedding the distractions and barriers of our civilization—not bringing them with us.”
― Ryel Kestenbaum, The Ultralight Backpacker: The Complete Guide to Simplicity and Comfort on the Trail

“A world without huge regions of total wilderness would be a cage; a world without lions and tigers and vultures and snakes and elk and bison would be – will be – a human zoo. A high-tech slum.”
― Edward Abbey, Postcards from Ed: Dispatches and Salvos from an American Iconoclast

“The oceans are the planet’s last great living wilderness, man’s only remaining frontier on Earth, and perhaps his last chance to prove himself a rational species.”
― John L. Culliney

“Nature is an outcry, unpolished truth; the art—a euphemism—tamed wilderness.”
― Dejan Stojanovic

“There is language going on out there- the language of the wild. Roars, snorts, trumpets, squeals, whoops, and chirps all have meaning derived over eons of expression… We have yet to become fluent in the language -and music- of the wild.”
― Boyd Norton, Serengeti: The Eternal Beginning

“I own a crevice stuffed with moss
and a couch of lemming fur;
I sit and listen to the music
of water dripping on a distant stone.
Or I sing to myself
of stealth and loneliness

No one comes to see me
but I hear outside
the scratching of claws,
the warm, inquisitive breath …
(from ‘The Hermitage’)”
― John Meade Haines, The Owl in the Mask of the Dreamer: Collected Poems

“In the same way that the picturesque designers were always careful to include some reminder of our mortality in their gardens — a ruin, sometimes even a dead tree — the act of leaving parts of the garden untended, and calling attention to its margins, seems to undermine any pretense to perfect power or wisdom on the part of the gardener. The margins of our gardens can be tropes too, but figures of irony rather than transcendence — antidotes, in fact, to our hubris. It may be in the margins of our gardens that we can discover fresh ways to bring our aesthetics and our ethics about the land into some meaningful alignment.”
― Michael Pollan, Second Nature: A Gardener’s Education

“…William Stegner…coined the term ‘the geography of hope,’ countering the argument that wilderness preservation served elites with the assertion that wilderness could be a place in which everyone could locate their hopefulness even if few actually entered it. ”
― Rebecca Solnit, Storming the Gates of Paradise: Landscapes for Politics
“Our incredible bewilderment (wilderness separation) blinds us from seeing that our many personal and global problems primarily result from our assault of and separation from the natural creation process within and around us. Our estrangement from nature leaves us wanting,and when we want there is never enough. Our insatiable wanting is called greed. It is a major source of our destructive dependencies and violence.”
― Michael J. Cohen, Reconnecting with Nature: Finding Wellness Through Rebuilding Your Bond with the Earth

“Unlike the majority of people, he did not hate or fear the wilderness; as harsh as the empty lands were, they possessed a grace and a beauty that no artifice could compete with and that he found restorative.”
― Christopher Paolini, Inheritance

“Wilderness gave us knowledge. Wilderness made us human. We came from here. Perhaps that is why so many of us feel a strong bond to this land called Serengeti; it is the land of our youth.”
― Boyd Norton, Serengeti: The Eternal Beginning

“A flower’s structure leads a bee toward having pollen adhere to its body . . . we don’t know of any such reason why beautiful places attract humans.”
― David Rains Wallace, The Untamed Garden and Other Personal Essays

“Until humans came and made anthills out of these mountains, Diwan Sahib was saying, looking up at the langurs, the land had belonged to these monkeys, and to barking deer, nilgai, tiger, barasingha, leopards, jackals, the great horned owl, and even to cheetahs and lions. The archaeology of the wilderness consisted of these lost animals, not of ruined walls, terracotta amulets, and potsherds.”
― Anuradha Roy, The Folded Earth

“There, about a dozen times during the day, the wind drives over the sky the swollen clouds, which water the earth copiously, after which the sun shines brightly, as if freshly bathed, and floods with a golden luster the rocks, the river, the trees, and the entire jungle.”
― Henryk Sienkiewicz, In Desert and Wilderness

“In short, all good things are wild and free.”
― Henry David Thoreau, Walking

“I think it is far more important to save one square mile of wilderness, anywhere, by any means, than to produce another book on the subject.”
― Edward Abbey, Postcards from Ed: Dispatches and Salvos from an American Iconoclast

“The whole concept of ‘wild’ was decidedly European, one not shared by the original inhabitants of this continent. What we called ‘wilderness’ was to the Indian a homeland, ‘abiding loveliness’ in Salish or Piegan. The land was not something to be feared or conquered, and ‘wildlife’ were neither wild nor alien; they were relatives.”
― Doug Peacock, Grizzly Years: In Search of the American Wilderness

“Wilds whisper, yet I long for their roar.”
― Gin Getz, The Color of the Wild

“This is not wilderness for designation or for a park. Not a scenic wilderness and not one good for fishing or the viewing of wildlife. It is wilderness that gets into your nostrils, that runs with your sweat. It is the core of everything living, wilderness like molten iron.”
― Craig Childs, The Animal Dialogues: Uncommon Encounters in the Wild

“Naysayers at their polite best chided the rewilders for romanticizing the past; at their sniping worst, for tempting a ‘Jurassic Park’ disaster. To these the rewilders quietly voiced a sad and stinging reply. The most dangerous experiment is already underway. The future most to be feared is the one now dictated by the status quo. In vanquishing our most fearsome beasts from the modern world, we have released worse monsters from the compound. They come in disarmingly meek and insidious forms, in chewing plagues of hoofed beasts and sweeping hordes of rats and cats and second-order predators. They come in the form of denuded seascapes and barren forests, ruled by jellyfish and urchins, killer deer and sociopathic monkeys. They come as haunting demons of the human mind. In conquering the fearsome beasts, the conquerors had unwittingly orphaned themselves.”
― William Stolzenburg, Where the Wild Things Were: Life, Death, and Ecological Wreckage in a Land of Vanishing Predators

“We abuse land because we regard it as a commodity belonging to us. When we see land as a community to which we belong, we may begin to use it with love and respect.”
― Aldo Leopold

“Beyond the wall of the unreal city … there is another world waiting for you. It is the old true world of the deserts, the mountains, the forests, the islands, the shores, the open plains. Go there. Be there. Walk gently and quietly deep within it. And then —

May your trails be dim, lonesome, stony, narrow, winding and only slightly uphill. May the wind bring rain for the slickrock potholes fourteen miles on the other side of yonder blue ridge. May God’s dog serenade your campfire, may the rattlesnake and the screech owl amuse your reverie, may the Great Sun dazzle your eyes by day and the Great Bear watch over you by night.”
― Edward Abbey

“It has always been my understanding that truth and freedom can only exist in wild places.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness
“There are places which exist in this world beyond the reach of imagination.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“Every revolution begins with one voice crying in the wilderness.”
― Jeffrey Fry

“Every falling leaf reminds me that I too will soon be separated from these trees. Trying to capture freedom is like trying to catch a falling leaf. Occasionally you may grab one out of the air and hold it in your hands, but now what?”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“The wilderness is a place that every believer has to experience to be molded for their divine purpose.”
― E’yen A. Gardner, Humbly Submitting to Change – The Wilderness Experience

“Sometimes I feel like I’m losing my mind,” she said with a hint
of sadness.
“You lost your mind a long time ago,” he said seriously. She looked at him with indignation. “That’s a compliment for anyone who knows the freedom and clarity of losing their mind,” he reaffirmed her.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“The mountains knew the definition of freedom. They provided a place where he could find his mind.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“The past and the future were starlight, seemingly so close, but forever out of reach.
Eli felt that starlight, the infinity of knowing nothing but his finite existence.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“There was a wildness inside him; someday he would capture it. Not to be tamed, but to be released. For only by understanding his mind could it be freed.”
― Daniel J. Rice

“In our forests
part divine
and makes her heart palpitate
wild and tame are one. What a delicious Sound!”
― John Cage, M: Writings ’67-’72

“Their minds told them this life was not their own. This life was not the one designed for this body and soul. The truth of existence was a happiness separated from the easy happy life. There was music in the forest. There was clean air where nobody could hear him breathe.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“If you have not touched the rocky wall of a canyon. If you have not heard a rushing river pound over cobblestones. If you have not seen a native trout rise in a crystalline pool beneath a shattering riffle, or a golden eagle spread its wings and cover you in shadow. If you have not seen the tree line recede to the top of a bare crested mountain. If you have not looked into a pair of wild eyes and seen your own reflection. Please, for the good of your soul, travel west.”
― Daniel J. Rice, This Side of a Wilderness

“Our inability to think beyond our own species, or to be able to co-habit with other life forms in what is patently a massive collaborative quest for survival, is surely a malady that pervades the human soul.”
― Lawrence Anthony

“We are the wilderness within
Screaming out for true expression.
Even when we’re sleeping,
There’s no escape from this obsession.”
― Jay Woodman

“If you reconnect with nature and the wilderness you will not only find the meaning of life, but you will experience what it means to be truly alive.”
― Sylvia Dolson, Joy of Bears

“In a way that I haven’t yet figured out how to fully articulate, I believe that children who get to see bald eagles, coyotes, deer, moose, grouse, and other similar sights each morning will have a certain kind of matrix or fabric or foundation of childhood, the nature and quality of which will be increasing rare and valuable as time goes on, and which will be cherished into adulthood, as well as becoming- and this is a leap of faith by me- a source of strength and knowledge to them somehow. That the daily witnessing of the natural wonders is a kind of education of logic and assurance that cannot be duplicated by any other means, or in other place: unique and significant, and, by God, still somehow relevant, even now, in the twenty-first century.

For as long as possible, I want my girls to keep believing that beauty, though not quite commonplace and never to pass unobserved or unappreciated, is nonetheless easily witnessed on any day, in any given moment, around any forthcoming bend. And that the wild world has a lovely order and pattern and logic, even in the shouting, disorderly chaos of breaking-apart May and reassembling May. That if there can be a logic an order even in May, then there can be in all seasons and all things.”
― Rick Bass

“To be in touch with wilderness is to have stepped past the proud cattle of the field and wandered far from the twinkles of the Inn’s fire. To have sensed something sublime in the life/death/life movement of the seasons, to know that contained in you is the knowledge to pull the sword from the stone and to live well in fierce woods in deep winter.

Wilderness is a form of sophistication, because it carries within it true knowledge of our place in the world. It doesn’t exclude civilization but prowls through it, knowing when to attend to the needs of the committee and when to drink from a moonlit lake. It will wear a suit and tie when it has to, but refuses to trim its talons or whiskers. Its sensing nature is not afraid of emotion: the old stories are full of grief forests and triumphant returns, banquets and bridges of thorns. Myth tells us that the full gamut of feeling is to be experienced.

Wilderness is the capacity to go into joy, sorrow, and anger fully and stay there for as long as needed, regardless of what anyone else thinks. Sometimes, as Lorca says, it means ‘get down on all fours for twenty centuries and eat the grasses of the cemetaries.’ Wilderness carries sobriety as well as exuberance, and has allowed loss to mark its face.”
― Martin Shaw

“Inversnaid

This darksome burn, horseback brown,
His rollrock highroad roaring down,
In coop and in comb the fleece of his foam
Flutes and low to the lake falls home.

A windpuff-bonnet of fáwn-fróth
Turns and twindles over the broth
Of a pool so pitchblack, féll-frówning,
It rounds and rounds Despair to drowning.

Degged with dew, dappled with dew
Are the groins of the braes that the brook treads through,
Wiry heathpacks, flitches of fern,
And the beadbonny ash that sits over the burn.

What would the world be, once bereft
Of wet and of wildness? Let them be left,
O let them be left, wildness and wet;
Long live the weeds and the wilderness yet.”
― Gerald Manley Hopkins

KEEPER OF THE SACRED

I speak to your soul

beneath the deepest layers of your solemnity

I do not want you to listen

with the ears of your man-made identity

do not answer me

I need you to tumble with my words within

I speak to your soul

because I need to connect with you

there where it matters most

I speak to your soul

as I need to tell you that I love you so

remind you of the divine love

stored

in the vault

of your ancient memories

the love that does not waiver

in the face of the human form

that is deeply troubled

I speak to your soul

in snippets of dream symbol

that with each night

come flooding through

your mind’s corridor

Years and years of dreaming

paving their meaning

through the language of metaphor

to heart’s open door

I am the Earth Soul

Keeper of the Sacred

Body of Soul

writing to your soul

with each word

pulling you closer

to Love’s core

In my poems

I wish to delicately strip you of defences

gently break down resistance

to your inner voices

and when you stand naked

before my gaze

I will look upon you with

compassion and devotion

ask you to open

the buried depths of wild sense

and spill your most intimate experience

as poetic love notes

and revelations

of this bond I share with you

I am the mirror of all of you

in every space and form

my deserts and sandstorms

oceans and rivers

mountains and grasslands

forests and canyons

trees and flowers

animals birds and insects

every centimetre of my wilderness

is your wilderness

I speak to your soul

as keeper of the sacred

in my truth I shall honour yours

I shall be

your companion

on this pilgrimage

to your desires

I shall listen

my voice will guide

you to unmarked destinations

your rhythm shall match mine

in my beauty you may bathe

and my love for you will not falter

I am the keeper of the sacred

you reside in my body

as my body resides within your body

your soul is my soul

and the love we share

is infinite

© beapotgieter.wordpress.com

26 September 2014

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The Wonder of Children & Nature. A little story…

The other night, I observed this magnificent creature fishing for his dinner. It was a beautiful evening, the tide was coming in and everything was hailed in a mysterious glow. Time was of no significance as I watched him step into the waves and skilfully fish. For what seemed the longest time, I was lost in this story unfolding before me. The experience of interconnectedness in these moments of complete sensorial attunement and engagement with Nature was sublime.

The next moment this sacred moment was ‘interrupted’ by another sacred moment. Three little children ranging in ages from 3 to 10 came running up with shrieks of joy and amazement at this creature’s ability to fish and gobble up his dinner. To see the glow of wonder for Nature in her most raw and spontaneous form on their little faces imprinted deeply on my soul. In their exuberance they just wanted to step closer. I explained to them that keeping a respectful distance is important in allowing him to do what he does best and in doing that they can continue to watch him fish and eat his dinner in peace. These little gems immediately accepted my explanation and continued to observe in awe…until their curious little beings required novelty and moved on to the next interesting thing…

I have no idea whether these children will remember that experience in 20 years time, or whether it made any significant impact on their attitude towards life & nature. However, I do hope that if we continue to tune children in to the wonders in Nature, teach them love & respect for life, that they will grow into adults preserving, caring for, conserving and loving Earth.

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So quiet…

Sitting here
next to nature’s liquid womb
springing forth from the unseen world beneath our world
silence wraps around my heart
so quiet
in the absence of human sounds
so loud the beating of nature’s heart
Silence trickles drop by drop down my interior walls
soft soothing liquidy peace
warmly I float in this weightless space
one I become with this life-giving force
bliss in harmonious trance
nature eternally holds my heart

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